Love Again </3
January 4, 2012
Dear Diary,
After you get hurt, you build a fortress around your heart, to guard it from a person who will hurt you again. You don’t let anyone in because you’re stuck in the past, reliving the memories and the pain you have felt. Whenever you do this, you don’t only hurt yourself but others as well. One day, you must learn to put down the fortress for someone who is worthy of your love.
Collaboration piece with affaire-a-minuit and murmurous-penumbra (italicized)
I come over to you and kiss you ravenously, as if yours were the last set of lips
My tongue finds its way into your mouth, exploring every taste and texture
Lovingly I wrap my arms around you
Sure, you may be…
this made me cry >.<
melancholy >.<
I see sadness around me. The quick chirping of the birds represents my effort to hold my tears. The grey sky reminds me of the old feelings that I have for him. The wide blue gate came to me as a great big wall that’s parting me from all the people around me. The melancholic sound in my ears says that I can’t escape from this misery.
